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emotions are taking over me AGAIN. huhuhu. NOT. so im finding ways on how to fight this feeling/s i have for you, my precious boy. and really its hard. sometimes i just wanna cry it all out but i guess right now you're still not worth it all. "give it a try"- words i want to hear from you but no! its just too complicated eh? and if ever i do talk to you or text you it still would be my fault so why give my effort to you? hahaha! oh yes. this is making me laugh. im starting to realize things, things i never really thought about :)) and even im startign to realize things i know i'd still have this hidden thing for you. well its no longer hidden to everyone else but you and yes its true that i get nervous around you. but that'll all have to change soon :(

...i cant help myself